I’ve never been much of a writer. I’m such an emotional and talkative person but when it comes to writing my thoughts down they just don’t come out the same as when I talk. I really want to make an effort to write more so that Emma has these posts to look back on when she’s older.
Within seconds after giving birth to Emma I became a different person. I know all women go through a transformation, I feel like mine rocked me to the core! Before becoming a mom I always felt somewhat lost in life. I’ve been fortunate to have an amazing childhood filled with love, lots of world travels, and lovely people, but even so, something always felt like it was missing. I’m a person that absolutely one hundred percent needs love in my life. I love love and can’t function without it! As soon as I met my husband I began to feel more whole and then when we had Emma it was the aha moment. Everything that I’d been working towards in life started to come together. I started to really understand myself and truly feel comfortable in my own skin. Life became brighter after we had Emma and so much positive energy and goodness started pouring into our lives. I have a zest for life and my goals and passions like never before. I am more motivated and see the light at the end of the tunnel shining brighter than ever! I finally know that one of my main purposes in life was to become a mother. I am so thankful that I’ve been given the gift of motherhood and each and every day all I want to do is live my life to make this little girl proud of me, to give her the life and opportunities that my parents gave me, and to show her you can have the life you’ve always dreamed of.
Both my husband and I absolutely love being outdoors and we both dream of having a home one day with some acreage where we can grow whatever fruits and vegetables our little hearts desire. We are both at peace every time we visit Tanaka Farms or any farm for that matter. It’s a simple joy but the best kind of joy there is. If you’re in this area I definitely recommend visiting. They have the cutest farmer’s market and lots of activities for kids. Overall just a great place to visit when you need to get away from the craziness of day to day life.